urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1 new_girl_1 new_girl_1 2005-11-09T05:25:23Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1:2130 2005-11-09T05:25:23Z 2005-11-09T05:25:23Z have u ever smoked urself silly...like real retarded silly....ok ur fam is sleeping u doing school work and u made urself coffee or of sum liquid form and u dont want to spill so u walk very weary carefullly up the stairs...ur nearly there and no spilling..u think ok quickly go GOO GO quickly u thnk u can make it and and AND NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO u spilled! damn oh well :) happy moments urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1:1860 2005-08-24T02:16:18Z 2005-08-24T02:16:18Z tonight was amzaing...i would say 90%...10% was not nice because i want my family to share in my happiness because for once i know im happy and yet they dont belive it. my girls-staphney, kell and daryn and maybe even the L-man- they make me happpy and they showed me that i was happy. i think sumtimes i dont know when im happy- just like my dad- but as he is slowly discovering what it is to be happy i think im following along with him- 2 bodies 1 soul as he says. im gonna improve on my relationship with my dad and be more open with him because he really wants to understand me nd iv neva given him much of a chance. after coffee with the BTC, i spoke to my mom and said i just want you to give my friends a chance-have them over for dinner and just spend one night with me and my girls and then and only then 'judge' them- u cant judge a book by its covers-gotta read the book 1st! but i think this is it- iv neva written so much or said so much openly-HSC GIRLS THIS IS FOR U TOOOO! it helps...not surprisingly -img onna do this more often i think i like it! talkt alk talk talk :)im deffinatly learning more about myself...by talking u discover more than u think because ur opinions and feelings come out. i just told my dad how grateful i was and appreciated the talk we had when i was crying the other nite and he had tears in his eyes. iv neva seen my dad like that in such a vulnerable state and iv neva told him how much i respect himas a afther and as a person. one down 5 to go-oh boy this is not gonna be an easy one but at least now i have a goal and im followering thru. i think this is it.....time to become me. i hope whoever reads this has a little more insight into my thoughts and life and if u interested...there will be more to come.<br />thanks for lettting me see the light girls- u truly are all amzaing and i love every1 of u 2 pieces<br />BTC FOR LIFE BIATCH :) peace sisters urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1:1748 2005-08-21T23:20:28Z 2005-08-21T23:20:28Z last nite was snappalee's last and the adventures that accord were FUCKEN FUNNY! 1st off we were looking for weed...kelly randomly ask this car next to us if they have then this chick in the front turns around and says the following: ' no sorry i havnt done that in a while' and turns out it was the mother of the lil kiddies! it was sof unny exspecially that we were stuck at the robot/traffic lights for about 5 mins! then after getting high and pissing in my pants a couple of times (im joking!) we go to macs and new guy was there , got out shit sit outside and chew away . westmount girl pulls up and once again kelly surprises us all by saying: 'lock ur doors' and she beeps her car and we all laugh....she made a comment- bad mistake. kelly gets the mossse and MOOOSES THE GIRLS car! have u ever??!? GOOOD TIMES GO KELLLLLL! then lil girl was snapping pictures all nite long and screaming! shes mental i tell ya MENTAL! then step-on-me was seeing her bf.....hmmm how that go staphney? i met bethaleni shes cool and shes anurse! hahah k nothing else is interesting<br /><br />tot siens<br />bye bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1:1445 2005-05-30T03:29:42Z 2005-05-30T03:29:42Z i get high in the morning, i get high at nite, i get high alll day and all night.blah blah blah blee blee blee bli bli bli blis plooof grooof grat frat dast want grant dant<br /><br />stelda urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1:1172 2005-05-24T06:35:46Z 2005-05-24T06:35:46Z Whos high? ru high? IM HIGH how about u? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1:840 2005-03-03T00:31:29Z 2005-03-03T00:31:29Z i gotta have balance. gotta do school work so i get into university. iv been having lots of fun and cant wait for march break so theres no schoolwork except i might have to get a math tutor- math getting hard. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1:528 2005-02-11T02:49:11Z 2005-02-11T02:49:11Z oh these last2-3 days ahve bee rough. school itself is quite good actually but the corses r fucked. then i have my mom complaining that im sleeping too much then i got my diabetic doctor saying i gotta get my sugar levels right- i woudl love to get them right- take away my ed 1st bicth! then she goes u taking too much insulin and that will make u gain so that makes me not want to take as much but obviosly i have to cuz i dont wanna die anytime soon-scared of that! hopefully this weekend will be nice since one of my 'friends' parents or whateva r going away so partying nice and hard not too hard cuz i got work and study work. i was supoose to go to work today but didnt cuz my neck is messed up and i so didnt feel like it-so i did my homework instead-good job ron! i hope im not getting depressed or sumthing- cuz im even biting my nails and they false so they r kiling me and im spending al my money and geting new ones- ur only suppose to get them done 1 every2 weks or sumthing. i was so used to going out everty night and working during the day-it was perfect so much fu. and now im by myself-not really but i choose to be and do fucken hoemwork. oh well-life could me worse so thank g-d its not urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:new_girl_1:453 2005-02-08T03:11:07Z 2005-02-08T03:11:07Z Hi every1-my names ronlyn- thank you for taking the time to share in my experience.<br />hahahaha <br />hows every1 in the hood???? this weekend was so cool-parents away for aniversary-ron ahd the car and the house! lots of ppl and lots of fun. But was i happy? i dunno! i think im turning into varnie (my dad) who doesnt know when hes happy or not. oh well. started school today-lets hope i stick with i this time lol. its hard when u meet ppl and they wanna go out every night but u cant b/c of homework- thats what happene tongioht. i didnt wanna say no but barbz said i should so i listened. nO FRIlLS TOMOZ keep well every1. once again thank you for takig urtime in reading this. have a great day tomoz/today wheneva u do read this. shalom-tot siens=lila tov-bye